When will I stop letting everyone down.
Can't do anything without letting someone down story of my life.
Do this do that when will it all stop when will things work out so that I can have a half normal life again though I suppose I wouldn't really know that a normal life is.
Everything is dark what a missed up way of having thoughts. Wonder how much worst it will all get this time.
Fucking crashing again. Mind plays tricks at horrid times.
Darkness how hidden can it be.
Everything over takes everything else spend no time with anyone just can't do it. On the outside again.